No one said you had to stop loving him. You probably never will. But you cannot move forward until you start loving yourself. It's normal, you are normal your emotions are normal. Get them all out. Break something if you must. Then let the healing process start.
The more you dwell in the misery, the longer it is going to take for you to get yourself out of it.
Hugs honey, I am thinking of you.
Change the Policy. Allow PM's Free all of us.
Also some new and improved emoticons would be nice!
