jack, don't apologize, I think you are dead right here. I want to see it a different way, but I do get what he is doing. it still hurts to know that he is hurting, but he does need to grow a sack (lol) and take a good hard look at himself.
just not sure what I'm going to say to him. not sure at all.
lwb, interesting that your h throws it back at you, too. at least this time around I appreciate the fact that he has to walk his own walk. I can't do it for him, i can't help him with it. and him actually opening like this is probably just to keep me sucked in so I'm still here for him. he's with another woman. when he's not, I'll listen to this stuff. last night I was awake almost the whole night, and when I wasn't posting here, I was laying in bed, staring at my room, and picturing him with her. I mean every move, every touch, I pictured. I know I need to block that stuff, but harder to do in the middle of the night.
okay, off to the playground for a while. will let you all know what my reply is
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