It is kind of strange to think that the way to a happy relationship is to have your own life with others included not inclusive but that seems to be the way to go.
My scheduled dumpster (city clean up program) came this weekend and I proceeded to put most of H's stuff in it. The hardest thing was I put the waterbed that H brought into the M and we slept on together for 17 years on the free want ads. I had 4 phone calls and 3 of them bugged out. Hopefully, the 4th picks it up tonight. I didn't expect this to hit as hard as it did. He is almost out of the house now (anyone want some golf clubs?). Now I will turn my attention to painting and making the house more mine (as soon as I recover from school stuff). H is gone....maybe if I repeat that 300+ more times it will sink in.
Sitting quietly doing nothing, the flowers bloom effortlessly.
bomb: Jan 25, 2006 not seen since DD moved in with H - 9/1/08 H filed for divorce - 11/2008 Divorce dismissed by courts - 4/2010 still nothing
