vacation is over, I am leaving

[limbo]

I agree with you Stew, I do have to decide, I am going to give things a couple of weeks and see what happens, but if there are no changes, then I will call it quits.
I need to move on in a more positive direction, and get my life and the kids back to a more normal place.
I am going to just see what he does and how he handles things and make my decisions from there.