mk, I truly believe they are blind. they are seeing only what they want to see...blowing out of proportion the bad stuff, ignoring any good. they have to, to justify their own actions. it doesn't hurt any less, it sucks. and what an ass to have the gall to slam the door on YOU.
h asked me again over the weekend what I was doing to save the marriage. I finally pointed out that the list he made when we started mc, the one that had all this stuff that he needed me to change in order for him to work on the marriage, well, I have done 90% of that list. I didn't do it for him, they were all things I wanted to change, too, but I did them, dammit. but even that wasn't enough, because in all honesty, he doesn't want me anymore, he wants her. so I can do carwheels and strive to be the perfect wife, the perfect person, and none of it would matter, because in the end, he doesn't want it to.
M-41 H-38 M-10 years, T-14 years Bomb-PA 3/19/07 Separated-6/7/07 Piecing/h back home 5/08 S-6 S-4 D-4
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"
