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[cat03]

thanks for your support everyone! right now I feel good, now and then the realily still has a nice punch when i think of it all, but I"m moving along.
H feeling still pretty miserable and looking forward to see the therapist, so that's good.He feels something is missing in himself. It tempted me to feel bad "he has me, why would he be missing something" but, then I remember my own motto "if you depend on someone else to make you happy, something is very wrong". He has to come up with the solutions on his own, he is trying.

Hugs my crew ))))))))))))))))))))))