Thanks, SD, it was just beautiful. Would've been even better if I hadn't had a hard time reigning in that disobedient-dog-of-a-brain of mine---heel! I had conversation after conversation with DH in my head, all reasonable stuff, but none of which would help. He's not able to think rationally right now. And I thought of all kinds of great, guilt-inducing things to say to him. Also not helpful. Maybe I got it off my chest, though.
Thank goodness I have a DB phone counseling session tomorrow. I'm just stuck about what to say to DH re the R. He's waiting to hear it, and as I read on another post, he's not going to be able to budge until he believes I've moved on, which I haven't (and I've told him so). I'm very confused about that one.
Then on the way down the mountain, I had an image flash through my still disobedient brain: trying to get my kids ready for DH's next wedding. Had to pull over and cry, it hit me so unexpectedly. I really have to get a grip.
The beach sounds lovely! Yes, get out there and enjoy.
