So much has happened. I wanted to give you all an update.
Several weeks ago, I went back to Pittsburgh. I felt the need to go by ex-W's mother's grave. I wanted to just go back to that spot to "tell" her mother how very sorry I was how things ended. I told her I did everything I could to save our marriage. It was an emotional time.
Later, I sent my ex-W the following in an e-mail:
Quote:
Kim,
Hi! How are you? I hope all is well. I have a few things on my heart I would like to share with you today.
I want to ask your forgiveness for all of the things I did and failed to do. You went shopping so many times alone and I just assumed you did not want me to go. I thought about getting a home improvement loan to fix the issues with the house but never mentioned it. I let you do many things on your own but did not offer to help. I told others how I admired your work ethic while never telling you. I mentioned other woman from my past which did not make you feel like you are the most precious woman I have had in my life. I wanted so badly for us to go to church together but did not follow through. I wanted so many times to spend time just enjoying your company but never told you. I told you I love you but never told you how much I appreciate you. I love you more than I could love any other woman yet I did not show you. I am truly sorry for hurting you in any way.
I want you to know I forgive you for everything. I cannot hold unforgiveness in my heart for someone who means so very much to me.
I would appreciate it if you would let me know you received my e-mail.
You are always in my prayers.
Take Care,
Rich
She never responded......................
Any thoughts?
RMG
"The bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before." from "Good Will Hunting"
