I'm doing a horrible job at this single mom thing today. I have S1, S3 & S7. They are wonderful little guys, but sometimes I get so stressed out. I hardly have any time just for me and sometimes I just get totally overloaded and overwhelmed.
Tomorrow will be better.
H and I had more R talk this a.m. over Ichat. I've slowly been asking questions I've decided I actually want to the know the answers to instead of bombarding him w/ questions and then realizing later I didn't really want to know all the details. I asked him if he stayed w/ OW the 2 times he did move out for a few days during the D sitch and he told me no. He has quit denying who the OW was. At first he tried to tell me it was not anyone at work, but I knew who it was from his cell phone.
The first 2 nights I get to Seoul, we will stay in Seoul and he booked us at a hotel as "honeymooners."
He admitted that he guesses he's just kind of being a guy and wanting to say that everything is ok now and just move on. He also understands that I may need to talk about some things and he said he is glad that I feel like I can talk to him now. I am glad too that I feel comfortable talking to him about anything now.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
