BLech!

Everytime the phone rings my stomach does flips. I know that at some point he will be calling to tell me he is going to be back to get his car...

My intellect says to be upbeat, friendly, "ok" with things.

My heart is saying the opposite. I think I could pull it off for a little bit, but if he mentioned another woman or whatever, I don't think I could keep myself together. Detaching is SO much easier said than done.


Me-43
H-46
M 12 yrs 7/09
T 15
2 grown kids
bomb 7/05/07
H moved out 8/04/07
11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling
Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D
End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing