I hope your talk with H did a lot to give you some answers.
Trust that he saw how good you are doing. He knows you are strong, capable and incredible. And, in the end, everyone knows what love really endured for him, NOT the OW.
But, even with the much anticipated "OMG, I made a huge mistake" speech....it's still sad. Who does it help to hear that? In the end, two people got dreams shattered and it's nothing we asked for.....for what? For them to admit it wasn't worth it and didn't bring them happiness?
But you have a lot to look forward to, dear! Your future is bright and beautiful - as you will make it!
