I am home by myself all day. Those are the days that my mind starts wandering back to the past.
I miss my old life , my old H, and our family!
H has d7 down at MIL's cottage today celebrating MIL's birthday. I hate that I am no longer included!!! I miss being a part of their family.
I feel like I am always going to be alone. I miss having someone in my life who loves me and wants to be with me.
D will be home in about an hour or so. I am waiting for her to call. I am sure Ow will be in the car! I just may be outside and greet d at H's car so I can introduce myself to the H stealing whore!! " Hi xxxxx, I am xxxxx, xxxxx wife. I am just stating the truth, what can either one of them say to that?
