Thanks OF. Yes you're absolutely right its just so hard to act on it though.

I gotta send a 10 page long form back to my lawyer and I hate filling out forms, I have 0 motivation for this but also want it to just be over now. I've suffered long enough in the limbo land.

Me: 32|W: 34|D: 3yo
1st bomb: Feb 2006 (left one day, came back a week later)
2nd bomb: Aug 2006 (moved out, ILYBNILWY)
3rd bomb: Apr 2007 (filed for divorce)
4th bomb: <her finger on the launch button>