thanks,
that was exactly the reason I am on this board now, I could actually feel the warmth as I read your response.

Well I am new to this but it has been about 3 months so and I have been dbing about 1.5 of those months.

I am 28 years old, and she is 32. She seems to like younger men, her OM is my age.

She says it is over though, should I believe it or is she just feeding me a line. Why should she lie if she no longer wants to be with me.

I am getting a life, I have always worked out so that is nothing new, I hit the the gym 5 days a week and am in great shape (not bragging, but I do take pride in my appearance) plus being in the Air Force we have standards to uphold, plus Im a recruiter so Im supposed to be the poster child of the Air Force.

Anyways, I just bought a new sportsbike which is a total 180, I go out with friends and all in all am doing okay in the GAL arena.

I do have those days where I just want to lie in bed and veg out (withdrawal into a state that requires no brain activity).

I would like to reconnect with family, I don't have a close relationship with my mom, dad, or two brothers.

I thought my wife and son were all I needed and I would have them forever. I hope I still will

I am determined one day to post in the success stories page.

thanks for the reply