Thanks for looking in. Its been a tough soul searching 2 weeks , its hard to think that it was only a few days ago , I felt it was over and was working out a settlement plan to present to W. It shows just how important it is to keep an open mind about what is going on. I believe that my W is trying now. She was trying before and I rejected her which caused the recent backslide. She is very definitley undecided right now and I think what she is doing is the best she can. Its a fragile situation at best. She I think is scared that if she comes back then things will be the same as before , the very same fears that I have. She was at home yesterday for lunch and dinner ( I prepared both) and is seemingly enjoying spending time with the family. I felt a warmth from her that has been missing for a while , its only a glimmer but I am sure its there.
My job is to continue to look after me and the Kids , I cant push for anything from her , she has nothing extra to give right now.
Time and Patience , how I hate those words but while there is even the smallest of chance that we can work things out then I am still in the game.
