honestly, I don't pray enough anymore. not sure why. I don't know that it will help at this point. can't even remember the last time I went to church, other than when I lit a candle in st. patricks over memorial day weekend. sounds like I'm giving up on god, which I'm not. trust me, I implore him for strength often.

what i do know is that I am getting tired of self help books. I have so many at this point...db/dr, deep river within, 2 on helping kids deal with divorce, crucial conversations, and a few other random ones. I'm burning out, and starting to feel like charlotte on sex and the city (anyone remember the episode with, "starting over, yet again?").

sorry, I'm just bitter today.


M-41
H-38
M-10 years, T-14 years
Bomb-PA 3/19/07
Separated-6/7/07
Piecing/h back home 5/08
S-6
S-4
D-4

"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"

-Mary Anne Radmacher