I called her. I know, not DBing, but didn't care. If he's in her life, I'm not. She said it's emotional, not physical now. Not sure if I believe her. Had a long conversation, I expressed a recommittment, even knowing this new piece of info (WTF is wrong with me?), asked her point blank what do you think would happen if, instead of confiding in other people, we'd confide in each other first. That I have a good feeling and a rock solid belief that we'd be able to reconnect. She was crying a little. Wasn't entirely calm in the beginning, hung up on her once after calling her something to the effect of a liar and cheater and someone I'd be better off without. Dishonest or something. Said she needed to sleep elsewhere. Called back, said sleep at home, it's fine.

D9 overheard some of it. W just walked in. Going to tell them now.


My latest

Me: 36
W: 35
2 D: 9 and 5
T: 16 years
M: 12
10/4/06: Bomb
10/5/06: Ended A
4/22/07: ILYBNILWY

I'm a beautiful butterfly.