Just got a boost for my PMA. I posted a quick profile on a match-making site, very upfront and honest. You would not BELIEVE how many responses I got!
I'm not going to do anything about it right now, but it was nice to know that I could still stir up some sparks. I need to get my self-esteen out of the toilet.
CW's H spoke to me a few minutes in the driveway. He was trimming the long grass around my mailbox (which was a nice gesture). He said that he counter-filed her legal sep suit with a D suit, and hired an atty. He is staying in the house. She got a 10pm--6am job at Target and will be moving out next week, coming back to their house during the day to watch the two smaller girls and all day/night Fri and Sat. He can only guess who she is moving in with...blech. He wants to take the girls and move out of state when it is all over--she doesn't seem to care. His court case is one week past mine, end of Nov. And he would still take her back. But she is not interested.
Oh, well. I guess H is moving ahead with this choice. And I realize that there is nothing to be done about it--it's nailed shut. Maybe after (if) their romance blows up, he might realize what he has left behind. But I can't be sure that I will still be here.
Off to finish the financial affid... Oh, and I got the lawn mown :0) I love the smell of fresh-cut grass.
