Spent the day at DD's friends birthday party, W turned up late.
Overheard W talking to birthday boys parents about me. Telling them what a wonderful father I was, how much DD adored me, how I would do anything for her etc etc.
She then stood next to me, sort of brushing bodies, as we watched the kids playing in the play gym.
But throughout the whole party (up till I had to leave for work early), she did not try to instigate any conversation with me, unless it inclued another parent at the party. She is absolutly doing my head in.
I have completed my section of the consent orders (that she requested I hurry two weeks ago), and I will leave it in her room tomorrow.
In my head I keep thinking that maybe we do need a break from each other, as my emotions are changing, and annoyance is starting to creep in. I think my limit is reached emotionally.
I don't know how she can even attempt to instigate a return. She is so stubborn, that she would rather continue with the D than concede that she stuffed up. And because she is such a bad communicator, she will never disclose anything that she is thinking or feeling.
I am not letting my pride get in the way. But she needs to be the one to committ and put an effort in.
Like I said, it is doing my head in....................
