Well my divorce could be final Thursday. I asked for a postponement so me and my lawyer could come up with a divorce settlement agreement. If not we go to trial on Thursday.

I am scared, but ready for whatever. God is in control. I am still dark.

Me: 45
H: 43
Married: 19 years
Dated 05 years
Bomb: 11/06 OW - "I love her, but still want you as my friend"

Kids: 16 (s)
13 (d)
2 (d)

"If god is for us, who can be against us"