So lonely. I get that big time. Even when I am in a room with H I feel lonely. He is friendly and caring with everyone else but me at times, that hurts, but I keep a smile on my face.

And yes, isn't it amazing that they are worried about what we (the moral ones) are doing, but they don't see the HUGE picture? They don't see that no matter how peaceful a separation/divorce is, its a huge adjustment to kids. They should have unlimited access to mom and dad at all times, that's why we brought them in the world, isn't it?

I am struggling with the fact that I work 40-50 weekly and already miss my kids. Now, H wants to shake that up more and have them half the time? Granted we haven't gotten that far (still living under the same roof), but if its coming, I need to get ready. They are very attached to me, and it would be hard on everyone.