Jealous is an under statement, W had shown that throughout the R. W said the EAs I have talked to can become real and therefore she ended all those EA R that I was having rather quickly.
One time, it rained so hard it took me almost 2 hrs to get home which normally is only 45 mins. W was convinced that I was having a fine time with OW. WTF! Again, I told her I have NOT been with another woman and I elaborated this again this morning. I told her I may even put off the Chicago trip if shes thinking crazy, I wanted to do this trip for my family to get away from the home.
W said she isnt having an R with me and can do whatever she feels like. Im like hell I am your goddamn H and until we are D, I am still responsible for you. I didnt tell her this I said it mentally - LOL.
W seem pleasant at the moment since she is already overwhelmed by her online classes. W knows she can count on me for educational support, another plus I have over EA. EA isnt into advancing his career as compared to me and has never taken any iniciative to do better - kinda like a lifer in his career. To me, changing jobs means you are being competitive with the career market. Thank God for 401k, you can roll over monies from company to company. So the days of working 25 yrs for one company are over.
Im watching Fracture the movie and staying in since its raining like crazy. Rain is love making weather but how can this be accomplished when W isnt letting anything go eventhough I always undress and dress infront of her.
See the W, Listen to the W, but dont Speak back to the W. Bridle your tongue...
