Thanks for that response. I have lots of thoughts for you... but the one thing you can do right now... is take every reference or thought of a reference 'to someone else' out of what makes YOU happy. Again, it isn't about anyone but YOU, so no one else, in any shape of reference or implication, can be included in your happy statements. Don't worry about what might make you happy might make someone else unhappy, or happy or.. whatever....
