When do we stop looking through the affair glasses ?

...I am just sucking air right now...everything I look at triggers... memories...what if's...hopes for the R...etc. etc. etc...
Even worse is how you look at other people,friends,family,etc..."do they know what is going on,the truth or the half truth the w is telling ? "..."does anyone care ?"...the topper " is the good looking gal wearing a ring ? "....etc,etc,etc ...where do you stop ?

My guess is that, these glasses will be on for a long time no matter what happens...
what stinks is that I did not put them own and now I can not get them off...

When do we stop looking through the affair glasses ?..they do not look good on me !

Like I said " I am just sucking air right now "...Thats all...SorryDog