I find myself back to a place where I am really not as hopeful for him to "come around" again. Don't get me wrong, I haven't locked the door on him... just am not having any dreams of him suddenly waking up and becoming the great guy I deserve. It's funny (and good) how quick I "correct" myself now. It is easy for me not to be realistic sometimes. \:\)
Don't get thrown off by this J, it's perfectly ok to go through these phases. In fact at some point you may go into this phase and that will be it, you just never know.
Keep that focus on you darlin and letthe rest roll right off of you. Your doing great.....
