vacation is over, I am leaving

[limbo]

Thanks Stew...to be honest, I think I have just reached a point of not really caring. I think the wall has come up and hard, and he is going to do what he is going to do, and there isn't much I can do about it.
The thing that upsets me is the kids, how are they going to deal with this and cope, my d is 15 so this is going to affect her more. I don't want her to have problem with men when she get older.
There is just so much to think about now, with the prospect of being on my own being more real then ever!