Moan all you want. I just moaned on my thread. \:\) I hope you have fun at the BBQ. Treat it as an escape and enjoy yourself. We have to realize that we are worthwhile people, people that others find interesting and fun. Our H's may not make us feel like that, so its good for us to remember.

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Do NOT close the windows!! Let that breeze freshen up your house and your mind.