I sent him one more text. Telling him I basically envy him for being able to shut off his feelings and I wish I could do the same. That I'd lost faith and hope in him. That we needed to discuss visitation. That I hoped he's happy in his life with whoever he's with and that one day he might realize he had someone who loved him as he was, and that it might be too late.
Anti DB but hello - can't bust it if it's happened and I'm done.
Oh - funny thing - I got a text back saying that he had just gotten them from today and the 15th because he had too many and had to delete them.
No matter. It's over. I am just in the sad part of the stages.
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
