Hi Terey, I have wondered where you were. I was hoping you were ok. I know we are early in the process, but it just seems like everything is moving so fast. He moved out a week after I found out something was wrong, and three weeks after that he tells me he is 100% sure he wants a divorce.
I am doing better than I was a couple of days ago. I finally told my best friend what was going on. I am not sure why it was so hard to tell her. It was almost liberating though, like that weight was lifted. She was very supportive, shocked but supportive. She wants me to come visit her, even said she would go half on the ticket. I want to and I think it would be good for me, but I am not sure I can spare anymore vacation at work since I just got back. I am also going "home" again at the beginning of October because I have to be in a wedding (the LAST thing I want to do right now).
I am sorry for everything you are going through right now. I am not sure what to say. I know that you will be ok, we will all be ok...it just hurts so bad. Don't get down about being emotional, it is an emotional thing. Keep working on yourself and making yourself happy. Hang in there.
