Wow, I've been reading your story and it's comforting to know others are struggling too.
My H admitted his EA in March...told me it was only a 1-night thing...then in June I found cell phone records proving they talk many times every day...since then he has left me twice (he went to a hotel to "think and pray" Haha)...found out the 2nd time he was with her (in every sense of the word), so I kicked him out. Now he has an apt. a few miles away, says he wants us to be a family again. I don't trust him but I can't seem to stop missing him desperately. I want us back together too, but we just seem to have soooo many issues. How do you find the patience to ride this out?
