Separated from WAW

[dlt1]

So I miss my dogs. It's been liberating not having to worry about them, be sure to get home to let them out, etc. But, they're still my doggies. One of my R goals was to walk them more. Kind of hard to do from here. I am thinking of taking them for a couple hours next week. Just fidn a park to walk around.
As I began accepting that my M is going to end, I debated how to handle the dogs. They are my W's in her heart. See previous horse post to cement the connection she has with animals. I would NEVER consider taking them from her. So I figured they were no longer going to be a part of my life. Well, screw that! While I can not have them at my current home, I can still have doggie dates. I think it will be a good way for me to:
a. excercise
b. enjoy the company and companionship of my dogs
c. Make me get out and find new and different parks/places
d. Can I say chick magnent!
Man, I'll take my BF's 6 mo old son and have to hire a security guard to keep the ladies in check.
But seriously, I know they;re not kids or anything, but I still ove them. Thought it would remind me of the hurt, but not seeing them might do that. Not going to say anythig to W this weekend, 48 hours before instituting any new ideas. (Need to evaluate if I'm truly doing this for me, or just to elicit a desired response from W). Probably will be skeptical anyways, but I know me, I can lie to myself. Geez, just realized I've detached form my dogs. What kind of a**hole am I? LOL. Time to switch dogs and W. I may be on to something here. We'll see what night's sleep does.
Think I'll plan on doing it next weekend though.