The feelings I had inside me before he started trying to discuss things with me had me so panicked that I actually went and curled up in a ball and hid under our bed - that's where he found me when he started to talk about my letter to him. As you can tell, mentally I was in a grim place.
yah... I've been in that place, too.. it really sucks.
Things are just too weird for words most of the time these days. Thanks for the prayers, Saffie..
