Still Tryin's new thread 2

[S.T. _I Made It!]

Nikki....actually getting past it was pretty easy. We were both joking during that convo, but when he said that it was like brief moment into the past since he said the exact thing last year, or actually I think he may have said it before the whole A, I think it was really 2 years ago, but I can't remember, and he didn't disagree with me when I said it. I wish I had a better brain. I guess if I DID have a better memory, it'd probably get the best of me knowing how much I try to analyze everything.


about the altering, it always scares me to do something like that, and I can't imagine it fitting the way I want it to. I guess I just have to try it and see.

I can't remember if I said this or not, but the other day I got really disappointed. Of course the very next day I had my monthly visitor (sorry guys) and I don't know why this always comes as a surprise, it happens every single month. Anyways, I got a "rejection" on the monavie from someone who helped me thru last year and he was really trying to hang up the phone towards the end, but I did hear a beep so maybe there was another call. anyways, I totally took it personal and was totally down, so I told s3 we're going swimming. we tried to go the day before but he wouldn't eat his lunch. So that day he ate his lunch and we headed off, but the pool was closed on Wednesday, the only day it's closed! So then I end up at this appt where we used to live and I got in there and there's no one cept an old guy and his grandkids. Well, God sure placed me at that pool because he came over later and we're talking and I look at his hat and it says MONAVIE! is that crazy? so we talked alot and I definitely got a boost from it. so cool.

anyways, gotta cook. Gonna also record some music tomorrow! very excited. wish me luck!