I agree, its hard, but maybe try going dark like ks chick said. might help...if only to get your mind off of him for a bit.

I'm really sorry that you are going thru this. it just sucks.

M-41
H-38
M-10 years, T-14 years
Bomb-PA 3/19/07
Separated-6/7/07
Piecing/h back home 5/08
S-6
S-4
D-4

"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says, 'I'll try again tomorrow.'"

-Mary Anne Radmacher