Sigh... guess the rollercoaster is "up" right now.... my mind is wandering over pleasant fantasies about if she actually loved me and was faithful to me again, and we were just enjoying each others company...
I think i'll just go with the flow and enjoy the ride I think that's one way I have managed to avoid bitterness for over a year now... when these thoughts come up.. rather than get all sad/mad/angry that it isnt happening now.. i just enjoy the dream. kinda like enjoying a good romance novel or something... but with my choice of heroine
My current status: june 2006. Wife ran out and filed D. Finalized Jan 11, 2010, after 12.5 years M. 3 wonderful sons caught in the middle
