Separated from WAW

[dlt1]

Thanks BD,
I'm not done. I have been contemplating it. It would be so easy. At first. It's hard for me to get past her determination. But I will. I think it will be just as easy to be old happy me. I think I am afraid that means the end. I am slowly shifting that perspective. I'v eread it all here, I see that this is the right approach, and probably the only chance. I'm just storing that glimmer of hope away. Trying to be sure that is not my motivation. Need to do things for me. That's why I plan on taking a few important items thsi weekend, but only b/c I deserve to eb comfortable during this time. Not looking to ransack the place. And I believe she will take time to move forward, as long as I steer clear of any R talk. No pressure. No pressure. No pressure.
She is meeting a life long goal next Wed and is very excited. And I am completely thirlled for her as well. Last Sunday I asked her to call me and tell me all about it. I said, "I am so incedibly happy for you. You've gotta tell me about it. Thsi is so awesome!" I think she will b/c it;s about her, and my interest is genuine. When I next see her, I will remind her to let me know, as long as we're having a pleasant exchange. You should see her smile just thinking about it!
Ok, now I'm in a great mood. and it's Friday! Yes!