You're right, Aud, and thanks for posting your very appreciated thoughts (I am humbled that you think I can be an inspiration ... I sure don't feel very inspirational right now). It's just that I have never worried about these different key ages, like turning 30, or 40, but I always thought to myself, that I hope that when I turn 50, most of my issues in life will have been dealt with, we would be better off financially, yadda yadda yadda. I have to rethink that notion, indeed, and just let it go. Will just try and have a fun 50th birthday, and let the future take care of itself. (As it will, anyway.)

My D14 and I saw another rainbow yesterday. It was a full one, and was so beautiful. I am starting to think that I am getting a message from somewhere, or the rainbows are instilling a feeling of hope for the future (or maybe we've just had a lot of rain). Maybe my subconscious is getting through to me about attracting good into my life (the ol' Law of Attraction theory), and using the rainbows as a way to do it. Whatever it is, it's helping me get over my negative mood this week. I think I may even go to the gym. Ha!

Take care, y'all!

Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed.
D35,S/D twins28,D22
EA4/04 End? Who knows?
"Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim