Getting more frustrated left msg. with theC to see if I can some seperatly before our joint session.
W called to let me know that the car dealer called and outlined lease and payment options for a new car. I told W that we should sit down and talk prior to jumping in on buying anything right now. She was not happy - like she is ready to just do it. Had to tell her that I just did not see the future right now and I do not want to dwell on the past Also, told her that I do not want to hurt the family financially. She agreed that she does not see any future. I guess my point is that I want a future with her but we are not going to get there any time soon.
Not looking forward to seeing her tonight and going out socially.
Damn - I need to put on that fake happy face - where did I put that thing.
