Although I'm coming off as very BTDT here, this is all quite recent stuff for me. Even up to a year ago I wasn't really into oral. I'm not even sure why, I just didn't really like it, I didn't like the fact that he was down there and I was all alone with the top half of me kind of doing nothing. These boards help tremendously, the fact that we can all be so totally candid and open about stuff with each other really makes a difference, who else but you MrsCac (the anonymous MrsCac!) could I just turn round and say 'but you have to taste yourself' to? I certainly wouldn't say it to anyone IRL. It just means that all those dirty little secrets can come out in the open and you find other people feel the exact same way. The dirty little secrets like finding the taste of semen disgusting and never swallowing. I don't swallow either, it just really is too gross, but I do let him come in my mouth and then spit it out. It is the most disgustingly vile tasting stuff - that's the truth - maybe some women swallow because they taste it less that way? I don't think my H worries that I won't swallow, he knows what I think of the taste and I'm usually pretty subtle about the way I get rid of it - I don't gag and retch and shudder!
One of these days, you never know, you'll get tempted to taste your fingers after they've been inside you. And you'll do it because there's a little voice in your head (mine) saying it's really not that bad. And then maybe you'll gag and retch and never do it again - LOL. But it won't kill you.
Fran
if we can be sufficient to ourselves, we need fear no entangling webs Erica Jong
