....I should've seen this coming. Another OW. And, once again, I'm devastated on the inside. WHY? Why does this man get to me so bad? Why the hell am I STILL stuck??? What is it going to take for me to stop wanting him, and our family as a whole again????
Thoughts of the movie Bruce Almighty are in my head...the part where the girl just keeps praying to God for help in forgetting about him. I keep saying it every night - please God, let me wake up and not feel anything for him anymore.
Every time I think I"m on the way to OK - I lose it again. I just want to forget.
