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[Have Faith]

Journaling

Yesterday was a good day, but it was also sad. Met the H in the park for lunch. He was on his cell for about 10 min talking to another realtor. While on the phone he was tickeling the back of my neck (which he knows that I love). Once he finally got off the phone, we just chated about everyday business things that we need to do. New tires for the car etc. When I left to go back to my office he said "see you tonight, oh, I won't get to see you tonight." I said "well you can see me if you workout at my gym." He then said with a smile, "if I work out at your gym then I get to come to the house?" I said "no, you get to see me. Bye."

So I was hoping to see him at the gym, but didn't. It was lonely without him home, but I know I'm doing the right thing. Looks like he sent me an e-mail at 9:42pm. He said "It is Thursday evening and I already miss you! Thanks for all that you have done for me. You give and have given me a lot!"

I'm working this morning and then golfing with friends this afternoon. H is coming over after his workout this evening. I told him I wouldn't be home until around 7:30. I think he plans on staying the night since he is meeting someone at our home at 10:00 am on Saturday.

I still don't know what to do about Saturday night. We usually go out to dinner. This has always been our night together and he hasn't said anything about it. He has talked about tonight and Sunday, but nothing about Saturday. Don't know if I should plan something or be available.

Faith