Well, I am going to focus on the job. I will not miss out on yet another opportunity because of him. It is a great opportunity. I have been the one to sacrifice things for this relationship. He has "never had a choice" because he is in the Air Force, which I guess is true because he doesn't have a say in where he lives. Anyway, the job may not work out...but it isn't going to be because I didn't try.
I don't guess packing the rest of his stuff up and leaving it outside would be DBing? It's strange how I go through a sad/mad cycle without even talking to him. Last night I was sad, this morning I just feel anger.
