Nomopo's Thread - Is something happening to me?

[Nomopo]

Hello all. Thanks for all the input/feedback/questions and support. I have read it all, and will try to respond later. I am just preparing for the JC session and what I am going to say. Two brief points: first, my change in feelings has not been a conscious, willed change. I feel like I am watching a movie a little bit - it's just happening to me. Second, my C suggested I do tell W about this sooner rather than later because (1) it is not a conscious change, but is simply happening (and she thinks it is moving quickly, as do I after the last 24 hours) and (2) she thinks once it happens it makes it so much more difficult (but perhaps not impossible) for us to work things out, and that makes complete sense to me too. I think I wrote before, it feels like our window of opportunity is closing because of the changes take in place in me. I feel very unsure about wanting my W back. In fact, I am starting to feel sure I don't. Not there yet (I guess), but coming in quikcly.

So, wish me luck!

Nomo