There and Back, #2

[mkultra]

Hey Morgan, two years ago I planned a Disney Cruise for our tenth anniversary. Well, that day came and went like sand through an hourglass. We were together but he was also with his OW which has tainted every ray of light this year. I cannot have happy holiday memories from 2007 because of this deceit. I acted like it was any other day and I know he felt loss and sadness. I noticed he almost cried that morning. He has always, always snuck roses into the home in the middle of the night for every special day. I actually came down the stairs like a babe on Xmas morning looking for presents. How lame. Nada. I was going to order him the IPhone as it was released on our anniversary. We are huge MAC fans and I thought this would be great. No. For the kids, they still love the happily married after story. They love to hear about the day we were married and the day they were born stories. I showed them the vineyard where we exchanged vows ten years ago while on a picnic with his parents. It would have been the spot where our ashes were to be spread. I feel like scrapping that posthumous idea, but my best friend said to go on with it as it was still the happiest day of my life. We were married on a mountain top vineyard overlooking the entire Napa Valley. I don't know if I want to spend eternity alone even if the view is pretty awesome!