forever21's journey still continues.....

[forever21]

Thanks Kman! Yep, good to be feeling good and taking care of f21.

LOL, HS. Thanks! Your post really made me laugh. No, he's not quite right in the head but I think he tries. We'll see. I'll keep looking out for myself, and see where things go.

I still have my doubts. As this latest stuff sinks in, I find myself thinking it's likely this is just another phase like he went through in March. He mentioned today that he will be having a lot more spare time now. Hmmm. I bet that is because things are not "on" with the latest gf. He could be wondering "what have I done" and scrambling to pick up the pieces temporarily... only to go back to his old habits. That is probably very likely. At least now I am not taking this personally. I get better and better at that as time has gone on. I am not going to settle, but I'm also much more humble.

I am looking forward to the opportunity to talk with him.... just not sure what I want to and/or should say. I HAD been ready to tell him it's time to D... and wanted to tell him in person. Now I'm AGAIN not sure about that. I really want to move FORWARD... NOT keep repeating the cycle. I need to be tough, but I'm not trying to just scare him off. I guess I will just try to be a good listener if/when we meet.