Need Help!!!

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Wife is out again with OG. Will not return calls and has been out for a more than "lunch". I am beginning to feel as if she is staying around for me to intiate the D. She is really making it hard on me, I really am beginning to believe that d is the best option and I can move forward. It just hurts right now.

I am really having a hard time believing her with this guy and it is killing me inside. This week has been better but I do not know if I can get through this until the end.