Hey guys, I'm having a really bad day. I've been reading and trying to keep busy, but to no avail; a set back. The tears just won't stop! Luckily the kids are out of the house; tried listening to music, but the songs just get to me! My heart is aching-w8ing are you there?? My h has been checking in but not today. I broke down and text him for the first time, big surprise-no answer! Just what I needed, it only took me an hour to send it. I guess it serves me right. Its ok for him to call or come over any time but the other way around...
I am so analyzing these past few weeks and I feel like I'm in a movie or something-this CAN'T be my life. I don't know what to do, my entire life has changed in a flash.
Me: 44 H: 47 M: 15 yrs SS: 20 SD: 18 S: 15 D: 11 BOMB: H left 8/4/07
