Kettricken That is *assuming* you have a partner who will at least play. As opposed to one who just lies there and grudgingly tolerates your evil lust (unless that's what you like). That *would* feel like nothing more than masturbation (worse, actually, because at least with a blow-up doll you aren't getting the message that you're wasting their precious time), and (sorry but it's true) feels inherently DE-validating (if that's a word). Exactly! Or being a pest/slight pervert/something out of someones comfort zone.
I an not saying there is anything wrong with what I want, I know there isn't. The miss-match is uncomfortable.
