Court was at 9 this morning, and I get a call from her best friend at 8 asking me what time court was. I tell her and she wishes me luck? WTH
Suffice it to say my rectum is larger now. I am just at a loss to any feelings, i'm void at the moment. Empty balloon!
Her friend calls me back and asks how it went and then says to me that she hopes "XXX feels good about herself" (sarcastically). Tells me she's probably just as mad at her as I am. Funny thing i'm not mad at the moment, maybe all life is sucked out of me for this woman right now.
So now there is an OP (order of protection) against me for a year. Not within 2 blocks or any contact even indirectly whether I have anything to do with it or not. Even if she tries to talk with me sometime down the road "I" will be in violation.
As I process all this i'm sure i'm in for the ride of emotions again, or else i'm just broken. (sigh)
God you got this one i'll be passed out in the back...
cire
Me 48 X's vary S 27 S 18 Back with high school sweety after 30 years..
