You know, I talked to him yesterday afternoon and he was so nice. And then last night he was so cold. I am beginning to see that he is only nice to me when he wants something. Once he gets it, that's over. That is the reason for my roller coaster emotions, nice/mean/nice/mean.
I am so nervous about this afternoon. I am literally shaking while I type this. I can't get anything done at work. It was like he had had a revelation or something. I was telling him that I wish we could just go out and do something and have fun, just one day. He said "It isn't that easy"...I said, "why not?" and he said "It is something I need to talk to you about in person." That didn't really help my sleep out at all last night.
I know that I should just quit analyzing what I "think" he is going to say, but it is easier said than done.
